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Sunday, August 27, 2006

I had a terrible Sunday Morning...and guess what the song "Sunday Morning" by Maroon 5 is also a terrible song. It cursed me, I'M SERIOUS!!! Well, it's not comfortable for me to tell y'all how it's become the "cursed" song, but I had to delete it completely from my laptop and my Ipod.

I woke up at 10 this morning and right away received my dad's call. I sensed something wrong because I was out for the school movie last night and spent quite a lot of time after that hanging out with my friends. He nagged me, I already expected, but he blamed me in a sarcastic way and his purpose was to let out his anger. He didn't even motivate me to study better, he even said I'll fail. According to him, the school movie has wasted my time and energy that I could use to study instead. But I totally disagreed, so we argued...after I realised that he didn't even wanna listen to me when I tried to explain. My blood boiled...he's not in my situation, he doesn't know how it's like to be me. I'm trying to get back on track, to be the real "Viet" again, but whenever I receive his calls, I feel miserable and discouraged after that. I just hope I could talk to grandpa, as a man to a man, so that I could share with him all my problems. He's the greatest man ever, and he understands me best.

Anyway, think positively, I'm still luckier than many other people. Though dad's not a nice person to talk to, but he really concerns about me - his only son, while many people don't even have their fathers.

Dad, I'm not angry with you, I just hope we could understand each other better. But I gotta tell you that I'm the one who decides my future, not you. I'll listen to your advice still.

*God bless*

# posted by Viet @ 7:45 PM

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