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Well, Prelims are finally over! I've just been thru a torturing week, I couldn't even sleep for a single night except the last night I just collapsed cuz I was too tired. I don't know how I did for this Prelim, just hope I could pass every paper. I need to re-energise my body and my mind to continue working hard for the final TEE. The stress level will soar!
Time just goes by so fast...
Jian Teing is going thru a hard time...Don't worry buddy, I'll try my best to help you. But remember, always look on the bright side and the future ahead of you.
Kinda funny yeah, when I only know how to give people advices but don't even know how to help myself in the same situation. I'm such an idiot.
*God bless*
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When I ask myself why we've been doing badly for Physics, I figured out that it was not only Sir Thomas' fault. We are all waiting to be fed, because Mdm Teo cares for us too much. Therefore, we expect every other teacher to do the same. Unfortunately Sir Thomas doesn't. It's maybe not because he doesn't care at all, instead, he expected us to come to him and ask for extra lessons. I used to blame him before, but when I put myself in the middle of 2 sides, I was finally able to judge more fairly."George's method of teaching is too structural!". Yeah, I've heard that a few times before. We were and we are still complaining about him. He thinks that he's not supposed to be active in his teaching and we are the ones who have to come up with questions. His lessons are definitely not interesting and we used to have to do practical works every Friday, even though the following week is examination time. Recently we just did the mock exam paper and it was miserable to all of us. I'm not sure if anyone can pass, so we all expect him to give us all the solutions. All he did was going thru the paper and saying that he will only give us back the paper on the 22nd of October. In the contrary, we all had our mock exam paper for others subject and guess what? We all got our paper back with solutions and hints. I don't understand why he just doesn't help us in this. Is it true that he doesn't care at all? Is it true that all our complaints and feedbacks to the schools were nothing because he is the Head of the Science Faculty?However, it's useless to just criticize, and you have to look on both sides to see who's right and who's wrong. We, as students really need his help, but we're all mature and should not depend all on him. I know that my classmates who're reading this may get a lil' bit confused. I know most of us think that he's not doing his job. But think carefully again, he's helping us but the method is just wrong, not for him, but for us. We still don't ask him for extra classes, we give up too soon on Physics: "Physics? I sure die lor...". You see...I know we all want to pass our paper tomorrow, but we didn't come to him and ask for help. If we had a lesson on weekend, we would be more or less gaining some knowledge and be prepared better for the coming paper.Anyway, the paper is on tomorrow. No matter how hard it is, we have to try. I don't know whether I can pass, not like Sherwin and Grace, they will surely top the class. The rest, let me tell you, we are on the same boat. So let's strive to do well on this paper okay? I love y'all ^^ (oh, I love Sherwin and Grace, too, hehehe)*God bless*
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Man...1 week seems like just a day, 1 month is like a week and 1 year is as long as a month...Yes, it is true when you waste time. Time is like money and when you waste it too much, you'll realise that you don't have any left. It won't come back to you no matter how much you need it.I've been wasting too much of my time and it's just too late to regret. I am behind everyone, like a champion who was eliminated all by himself. I miss the time when I was one of the best in PU1F, and then I look at myself now. It's a total difference, I changed, everything changed. Everyone looks down on me like I'm a loser, and indeed I am. What have I learnt for this year? Not much. Even Grant lost his confidence in me, in his eyes I'm just rubbish. He has to see the one who helped him last year going downhill like never before, he would just look at me, shake his head and laugh...The Viet peeps used to praise me a lot on my achievements, now they know they loved the wrong person. I've disappointed all of them, what a disgrace...Do I have to mention about Mdm Teo and Ms Dini again? Their hope has been all in vain.There're no excuses for what I've done. They're all my fault and I'll take the responsibilities. I don't care if I fail for this year, but I'm sure that I'll put all my effort in this last term. Tomorrow I'll have my first paper - Calculus. I don't think that I can do well...but I HAVE TO DO WELL!I'm climbing a mountain, just a small mistake and I may fall down. But if I had to fall until where I started, I would get up and climb again...until I reach the top of that mountain. If I work hard enough, it'll never be too little, it'll never be too late.I'll find the real Viet again.*God bless*
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It's 4 days to the Prelim Exam. I'm still struggling, sometimes I can't concentrate at all. This is my last chance and I don't wanna make anybody disappointed again. I hate failure. I look at my books and my brain is totally empty, I look at all those empty pages that I'm supposed to do long ago and regret, and I look at the date: September 17, 2006 and feel like sinking...
I screwed up the Physics Mock Exam. I can't afford to waste time anymore. I need to fully concentrate in my study and get at least higher results than last term. I suddenly think of Ms Dini, she's praying for me for this exam, I must not disappoint her.
Easy said than done, I'd better start doing it now.
*God bless*
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Today was a nice day, maybe because it's the shortest day among the school days. I finished at 1pm, early right? Hahaha, then I and Kevin played panna (it means putting the ball thru the legs of the opponent). I managed to give him 1 nut (when the ball goes thru the legs) but in the end he gave me back 2 -.-' After he left I studied on my own for a while. I saw sis Kathy crying, she was so stressed up. I didn't know how to comfort her, just could give her some Pocky, hehe ^^ I'm glad that she's okay now. Then I played badminton with YZ, Owen, Jack, John and it was omg tiring! Exhausted, I went home together with Jonathan - my monkey, hee...^^Now there's only 1 sentence in my mind: "Physics Mock Exam tomorrow".................................................................DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sigh...Today was kinda sad =(Okay, here's how it was: We were supposed to have Physics in the Physics lab, but we didn't learn any Physics. So we could study whatever we like. I took out my ESL workbook and there were so many empty pages, so I thought I should do it and complete the whole book as quickly as possible. There were a lot of doubts and thoughts in my mind like: "How should I answer this question?"; "What if this one comes out in the exam?"; "Will one of the compositions be related to this topic?"....blah blah blah. I was so stressed and I wanted to concentrate totally to the exercises, so I ignored whoever around me. Angie walked pass me from behind, I knew it, but I didn't even know what she was doing. As a result, she told me that I didn't even care about her. Oh my goodness, what did I do? I apologised but still, I felt very bad inside. Then I tried to say sorry again by sms-ing her, but she didn't even reply. It made me think that she was really angry with me, so I felt very down...until she went to class and told me it was okay. However, I'm not sure if she really forgave me T_TAngie, I didn't mean to ignore you, okay? It was because of my exercise, it gave me a lot of stress. I hope you understand...I really need to work harder. Next time if you want my attention just call my name, I don't mind to be disrupted from doing anything, okay?*God bless*
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Hey guys, I've found this video from YouTube. It's very hilarious. Check it out and enjoy ^^
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I'm sad. Sigh, no one to talk to. My MSN is screwed up, don't know what its problem is. Sign in to Yahoo!, everyone's busy.When someone need somebody to talk to, I'm always there...But when I need someone to share with...I just can't find any of them...Is my life all about giving?Just leave me alone... T_T
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So finally I've come back to school after a torturing holiday - full of homeworks, revisions, assignments....However, I'm glad to see all my friends again. I'm also fully energised and refreshed after playing badminton with YZ last night. It was the time that I could touch my racket again after such a long time studying.Angie, Denise, Azzy, Sherwin were absent today, Alicia and Grant skipped the rest of the lessons after the break. Haha, they cannot be separated even for a period *lol*, but they're so sweet together. Well, since the day Grant had Alicia, I don't worry about him anymore. What for? Haha, since Alicia is so caring. My buddy, you have a good girl by your side.Lessons nowadays are no more interesting. We often get a lot of stress rather than fun. Physics and Economics are the 2 that I worried about the most. I mean, look at my Physics progress, it's terrible! I can't blame Sir Thomas for everything, it's my fault in there, too. Sigh...I also promised Sam to work harder and now it's time to prove it to him. But the one that I really gotta prove it to is Mdm Teo. I'll try to be your favourite student again ^^Anyway, I had fun with sis Kathy during Maths period while we were marking our Mock Exam Paper. She even put a crown, which was obviously for girl, on my head and took photo of me with it on -.- I look damn funny in the picture, if you want it, just ask her *lol*Okay, I guess I gotta revise my Maths Paper now. That's all for today.*God bless*
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Ashley Parker Angel - Along The Way LyricsFirefly, can I have a light?It's so dark out here,My shadow looked me in the eye,Like I was staring in the mirror.Everything became so clear,In the middle of nowhere.I walk along the boulevard,My feet don't touch the ground,Scratch my name on concrete stars,I'm never coming down. Feels so good to disappear,In the middle of nowhere.Along the way,That's where I'm supposed to be.Along the way,In the spaces in between.I find my place in the middle of tomorrow and yesterday,If you're going there, look for me along the way.Taxi driver, can I hitch a ride?Anywhere but home.I'm looking for an alibi,A reason to stay gone.I can't hear the voices say "you're in the middle of nowhere"Along the way,That's where I'm supposed to be.Along the way,In the spaces in between.I find my place in the middle of tomorrow and yesterday,If you're going there, look for me along the way. It's who I am, it's how you'll be,It's where we run.Letting go of everything is the hardest part when you start along the way.Along the way,That's where I'm supposed to be.Along the way,In the spaces in between.I find my place in the middle of tomorrow and yesterday,If you're going there, look for me along the way.
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Hey guys, I just came back from KAP. I have no mood to study there. Firstly, inside was fully packed with people, most of them are students, so I stayed outside and had my lunch. Secondly, when I was about to study, the rain started to pour down T_T You know...when it rains, I feel lonely...So I packed everything and went home. Ohh...what a waste of time.Earlier on I had Calculus, but I didn't learn much when I spent most of the time joking around with YZ and Chen Ming, hah! Then we were chit-chatting with Mdm Teo as well. Fun though ^^ I hope sis Murdoc is okay now after talking to me last night, she didn't come to school this morning as she told me, heh!My study now is a mess. I haven't done my Econs and Physics assignment. I haven't covered any Maths stuffs or Econs either. Oh my goodness...I'd better start now.Tata ^^ God blessAh, wait. These are photos from the Graduation Service, taken from Marcus' blog, so far I've only had 2:Me and Isaac, also known as "backstage gangsters"
From left: Andre, me, Angie, Isaac, Alan, MarcusThat's all. Hee...Have a good day guys!
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I'm so bored. Everyday during the holiday is the same. Wake up about 10am, skip breakfast, study, have lunch, sleep for about 3 hrs, then wake up and study again...I gotta say the best thing I could find in my room is my bed. Manz! It's so comfortable and once I lay my body on it, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz right away!But tomorrow is Friday, and I'm coming to school again, yay! Gonna make the classroom a dancefloor or some kinda music concert before the lessons. Hahah! Then I might be going to study at KAP again. I find it a good place to study, quite easy to concentrate, unless there're some pretty girls walking in xD nah...just kidding. I can't think about girls right now, then I will be better off I think. I don't even need a girlfriend now, hah! I'll just be friendly to all the girls and that's good enough. Hee...^^Renata, you're supposed to recover ASAP!Yau Zhang, just tolerate Kang Kang and find a way to talk to him, okay?KC, be a fisherman xD nah, I'm kidding again *lol*Sis Murdoc, anything to confide, your lil' bro is here.
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These are the last words and this is the last time I do this...I just can't sleep. I'm sitting here thinking about you and the things we had, I still couldn't believe they were all lies. I couldn't believe you dumped me when I was preparing for my exams without giving me any reasons and even refused to become friend later on. How could you do such things to me? How could you? When I asked you why you did that, you just ignored me. What is your bloody hell problem? Okay, fine if you dumped me, but why don't you even wanna be my friend? Did I kill someone that you love? Did I lie anything to you? NO!!! Look back and tell me what you've done, what you've said and then look how you treat me now. I was just a toy, and you threw it away when you got fed up with it. I wonder what's in your head right now...Never mind about me, let's talk about others...What did Jonathan do? Is he still your lil' brother as you told me? Nope, after you dumped me, you dumped him, too. Poor him, he even thinks you're his good sister. And what did Angie do to you? She even treats you like her lil' sister. But what you did? You just gave her a stare when she said "Hi" to you. What is that attitude about? Don't you have any respects? It's okay that you shut your bloody mouth towards me and just don't give a sh*t, but why do you have to treat all my friends like the way you treat me? I don't understand you. Anyway, congratulations to you and your achievements whether you deserved them or not. I just don't care, because whenever I see your face, I don't feel like living! You still think I haven't got over this? No, I've been back to who I am long time ago, but I was just trying to help you and I pity you that when I'm having more and more friends, you're having less and less. Think about it, because one day you gotta come back to me, Jonathan, Angie and whoever you don't give a damn about and say "I am sorry"!Anyway, be happy in whatever you do and may God bless you STILL!*I don't want you back*
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Besides badminton, I love soccer, and how relaxing and enjoyable it is to mess around with the ball. Look at Ronaldinho. Wow, I wish I could do like him *lol*
And goodness me, do they have to make soccer this complicating??? xD
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Here are my Prom photos. Haha, took so long to update ^^This photo was taken at Angie's homeDaniel, Jonathan and me. Jonathan looks likeHarry Pothead....I mean Potter in the pic ^^Grant, me and Angie. Look at Grant's face, I justwanna pinch it ^^KC, me and Lung Lung with the funny face *lol*Me and DonAngie, Alicia and meMe and MarcusMe and AndreMe and DeniseSam and PU2F boyz! Lol, look at his face ^^I'm the lucky guy, 2 pretty ladies on my bothsides, haha!
And there're so many more, but I'm still waiting to get them from Angie and Inez, next time I'll update then ^^
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I gotta say sorry to all my Vietnamese friends. Today is the celebration for Vietnam's National Day, my Viet friends invited me to go out and have some fun, but once again within almost 2 years, I rejected them. I'm so sorry...We often have great fun in class, which make us laugh our ass off. We help one another like brothers and sisters. But I'm different from you guys...listen to me. I don't get along well with y'all, I admit it. I don't join the Viet group, I'd rather hang out with Yau Zhang, Grant, Angie and many other foreigners. I don't even sit near anyone of you in class. Well, of course I don't wanna lose my origin, I don't wanna deny where I came from, but I need to be in a different environment, I need to interact with many others and know more about them. I know all of you, you guys are the greatest friends I've ever had, but I don't know what's in me that's been making me far apart from y'all. Have you ever realised that I've never been to any Viet party? Or to anyone's birthday? I guess you have. All I've done was to send a message telling y'all that I couldn't make it, or a message saying "Happy Birthday". Don't misunderstand me, I just really couldn't make it, and I felt really bad when I had no choice but rejected y'all, I felt guilty.You can keep asking me why don't I join y'all, why do I speak English all the time even when chatting with you, why do I type only English in my blog......but I know what I'm doing, and I love you guys. I promise I'll spend more time with y'all hanging out when the exams are over, and we'll have great fun!To all the Viet peeps*God bless*
Viet here!!!
My family, my teachers, Murdoc, Jon, Angie, YZ, Grant and PU2F
i like music, friends, family...blah blah blah
i hate blah blah blah
i want to pass my final TEE!!!