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I was kinda free, so I searched people's blogs randomly. Well, the first impression I got is all the blogs I've read are about emotions, especially love. And most people are sad about their relationship with their dream guy/girl, or broken love...blah blah blah. All are sad and they made me feel so emo.
And I realised that my situation is not much different than theirs. I had a conversation with Sherwin yesterday about his dream girl. He loves this girl, but he got ignored and somehow rejected. He's only 16 and I know it's still a long way for him to go before finding a real love. Anyway, he chose to decide himself and I have no idea how to stop him from thinking that way. It's okay though, he'll learn from it and grow up.
So I told him about my relationship, too. Mine's simply pathetic. She wanted to break up with no clear reasons and left me with doubts and pain. We were together for only 1 month and she told me that it's over between us...on the day that I was preparing for my last 2 mid-year papers, and when everything was going so right... And I did badly for those, definitely, how could I concentrate??? And so I disappointed everybody...my parents, my friends, my teachers...especially Mdm Teo. I'm her favorite student and now I don't deserve it, really. I'm so sorry Mdm Teo, I'll work harder and be better to make you happy... I'm not even sure whether the relationship is really over, but the situation is rather hopeless...so I have no choice but to let it go. I regret that I was the one who comforted her all the time when she needed help, that I was with her all the time when she felt lonely, and that I trusted in her promises...
I think I'm so immature in this. I don't even wanna fall in love again. I need some time, I need some space, I need all my friends and I need God. Because this time it really hurts me a lot.
I didn't go to church today, I need to study and Grant didn't wanna go either.
That's all for today
*God bless*
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Viet @ 11:16 AM
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Hey all!This is my blog I just created. Trust me, this is gonna be crappy at the first time. Hehehe.
Viet here!!!
My family, my teachers, Murdoc, Jon, Angie, YZ, Grant and PU2F
i like music, friends, family...blah blah blah
i hate blah blah blah
i want to pass my final TEE!!!